Today is gonna be a rough one.... i'm going to my grandparents house for lunch... but dont plan on eating there since i know the sunday meal and none of it is on my detox..... My grandparents house for me is like the eating vortex... you could eat a huge meal before entering that house but the minute your in that door it's like your stomach opens up like a vortex and just wants to take everything in! Also majority of the family will be there and they don't know my plans i dont think its any of there business.... I just know i'm going to get annoyed with there comments. i don't think theres ever been a family get together that they havent made a comment about my weight.... i really just wanna tell them all to FUCK OFF and deal with there own issues instead of mine, but i dont I just smile and say i don't know what your saying im a anorexic compared (I point at my skinny cousin) that's the obese one.... its a joke we play since im always too fat and shes always to skinny according to them.
I'm just so tired of hearing the words "such a pretty face but" i've never been a thin girl... always been chubby and grew from there but I can't wait until I can shove that sentence down their throats..... RANTING sorry, i'm pmsing and annoyed with this detox so I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.... anyways ladies you have a good day and hopefully i wont attack anyone with a burger in hand!